HEDGES AND BELLS
I am now told that I tend to know more about other people’s
problems than I know about mine. The truth however is that its largely a matter
of insults and I am done tolerating them – usually starts out stupidly enough,
with cases of how people dream of moral people preaching religion somewhere
that makes a case out of the injustices of the world and allows men to suffer
so that there might be some way to inflict the innocent in order to gain
penance for the bad things that have been done to women in the world, beyond
this however I have no idea what the idiots are doing all together. The others
at the Monarchy claim the problem to be that people are fighting my battles,
while reality is that they usually split themselves into three groups; one says
I am no one but my battles have already been fought, the other says they fought
my battles and have scars to show, the third say I have an inability to be
grateful when people fight my battles and they are accused, judge, jury and
executioner, while I have not got a clue what they are doing. The Media and Television
personalities that make these lies into a big thing however are another story
entirely; the radio waves have their time spent on constant insults and abuses,
especially with respect to prospects of me entering into a relationship with other
people, hence each time I think it had grown into such a form of abuse channelled
at me with respect to what my relationships might be like and how they may use
it to get rich, such that I am unable to establish a relationship with others,
then we find the occasions where people complain about the bang, bang, banging
away at popularity bits. The television and Celebrity like to say I am a little
sweet thing that wants to be free now, the reality of which goes all the way
back to that sense they believe it is okay for people to drop out of school and
hang around the neighbourhood waiting for things that will be done to them to
get them fighting gangs and violent people on the streets because they were
other peoples Gods and they always got whatever they wanted with a big mouth –
it develops into a process of wanting others to take seriously enough to
provide them with a response, such activities as in my case where people
getting imagination up my bum and making out if I did not accept its what my
reality is, then there is at least 5% of me that accepts its their right, being
a case of rich and stupid gits stealing a Literary Empire from this place,
while the Celebrities start out with a case of wanting to be more important than
I am using my Public image hence every relationship established with me which
is usually against my wishes, end up being set out where my finances are meant
to be and the society ones are always telling lies and issuing accusations in
order to avail them to means to handle me and chase money stealing my work, market
margins and property all day long – sweet little thing that wants to be free of
them the fuck it constantly drummed away at me and talking nonsense when it
fuck its position in its community or its society as well, claiming I fart in
Public places too, does not really exist , what really happens is that I have
not done anything about them besides being clear that I am done with the ideas
on seeing the amusing bits of their stupidities, the warnings being quite clear
it’s the jobs and careers doing it presently with their families being
blissfully unaware of the nonsense I have to put up with, whereby getting
imagination up my bum makes them important and it was all my fault while I am
well aware it does not affect their jobs or families and I have not done a thing
or reacted in a way that does, soon to change with my career joining in as
well.
I am told that the relationship I had with Media and
Celebrities was a beautiful thing and I should not seek to destroy it but I am
not; only the part where people may take part at will being completely
eliminated – they do this all the time in the West; the Men will say it is not
acceptable to develop something that is exclusively for women to participate in,
the lesbians chasing female lovers will not put stickers on their faces to say
so instead of wrecking my career and finances over passions about which they
blow off their big mouth seeking a reaction and the outcome most of the time is
usually bloody violence. It never stops, the pattern always the same and they
will do it and inform the victims that they knew consequences to follow such behaviour
but were so important they did not think it would apply. It is as such an incredibly stupid supposition to say that I am a sweet little thing, brought to my place and now wants to be free of them but I have to say that it is not an unusual stupidity either.